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HIs intent was to get here asap. he couldn't sit in his cubicle for a minute longer when he knew his girl needed him. But he also needed the pay to take care of her. He sat there hoping, praying, begging, not that she'd understand his predicament, but that she'll be alright, and happy.
I willfully did that. At the time I didn't know he was manipulating me. I thought it was love. I was young and stupid. It's even more painful to know that, after so many years, I still have a soft spot for him. I can understand why he'd laugh at me. He manipulated me then... he doesn't even have to try to manipulate me now. I'm a sucker for him. I can see that. But a part of me is just stuck in that teenager who had a huge crush on him. Wish that part of me would grow up too.
He was sentenced for life. Almost everyone believed he deserved it. Except him. I find it amusing how one could even think they can do so much wrong and not think they deserve to be punished. I mean, how deranged is that? How could he do that to me and believe what he did was okay.
I heard a knock on the door. I've never had visitors at this time of night. I wasn't scared but confused. Who would it be? I lay in my bed just to make sure I wasn't imagining the knock. It's 2 AM. Who could it be? And just as I was thinking, there it was again.. the kock.
I was stalled at the mall. I couldn't handle it. I mean, how could he? To me? Really? This world can be a really annoying place sometimes. You can be as perfect as you like, and yet crazy, annoying things happen to you, thanks to crazy people all around. You just have to hope and pray nice people come your way, instead of annoying people.
I don't like leather. I think its cruel to animals. Eating them is one thing but wearing them is totally, 100% wrong. I am happy with cotton and silk and all the other stuff. Leathery is okay though, as long as it's not leather. If you love leather so much, you should go faux. I think that's the humane thing to do.