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Before, I only get success. I never failed. I usually got what I expected, what I wanted. My life was filled with light then. But now, rejection upon rejection. My world is dim.
Comfort. I associate this word with chocolate, fab friends, my bed and TV. :) Don't you just love days where you can just recline in bed, eat chocolates and watch a feel-good movie?
I can relate to those shy, awkward kids. I am not socially-inept but I'm not all that confident either. I don't know how to relate to different kinds of people. It might be because I was so involved in my own circle of friends that I never really got the chance to break out.
Heartbreak warfare. It's heartbreak warfare. John Mayer. Awesome song. I first heard it on a Star World commercial and it was love at first listen. :) It reminds me of strolling down NY. Not that I've ever been to New York. No, it's just what I visualize. :))
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