elphaba
it was a choice. a descision that changed my life. i don't think i knew, then, that everything i ever was changed right at that moment. it was a leap of faith, a discovery, and i knew from that point that i was someone new, someone amazing. i was making my life complete.
it's like he's broken. a toy that nobody wants. nobody needs him anymore. he's falling out of patience, out of love, out of time. it's killing him inside. it's driving him mad. he wants to throw punches and be brave, but he's falling out of that too. he's got nothing left to him. it's all over.
it wasn't his fault. he was driven to it. like someone drives you home from church when you really don't want to be there. like that. only he was driven to it. something he really didn't want to do. but he did it. it wasn't his fault. it wasn't his fault. it wasn't his fault. it wasn't his fault. he didn't mean to kill matthew. it was an accident. it wasn't his fault. it wasn't.