emngriffin
what are the odds? what are the odds that we will ever be together? what were the odds that we'd even fall in love...odds were definitely against us throughout majority of the time we were together, but once we beat them now we're home free. everything is even
tonight my friends and i are supposed to hang out--the only issue is transport. there is a weather forecast for severe thunderstorms (like always), and i am worried our plans will fall through. however, i am also not that concerned considering there is always a weather forecast for rain when we hang out, so it will not be unlike any other time. does that mean anything? that it is always raining when we are together?
today at tennis i had so many missed opportunities. i could have beaten meghan, i could have beaten brianna, i could have not been angry with my mom, i could have not been angry with some LKShdfkhdfgh things, i could have should have would have....but i didn't. and now i'm pissed.
so i am pretty sure i was driving once and it was with matthew, and we were slowing down because he was nervous about the deer. i don't really care about the deer because we have a surplus of them in my area, and even though they can severely damage a car, we seriously need to get their population under control. it was a fun night though
so we were sitting at the PFEW banquet and i had to go up and give my super important CEO speech and i had an elastic on my wrist and didn't want to look unprofessional so i said yo hold this and he said okay and put it on his wrist. and then later in the week he looked at a picture and was like look at your elastic on my wrist rocking that thing....wow how times have changed so much
Yesterday my mother and I got into a huge fight because she refused to take me to my friends house for a birthday dinner/celebration. She said that driving a half hour both ways was absolutely absurd, and she would not do it. However, she said she would like three hours prior. I called her a cunt. I don't even know why that's a big deal to me, considering she doesn't even know what it means--yet I cannot BELIEVE I called her that! How grody.