emylee94
I'm finding it harder these days to know what I am to you. I felt like I'm constantly under pressure to live up to your expectation. To do everything right. Even a small task is a burden because I felt like I'm never good enough. I'll never measure up to be the perfect person you want me to.
She stared at the pouch transfixed. It's the most beautiful thing she ever laid her eyes on. Should she take it? Should she leave it there? Owner less. Decisions, decisions.
If you look at me i'm just an average person you'll see around you. Invisible at school. Prefer to be a loner but i have feelings too. And maybe one day you'll see me for who i am. Not as an average girl.
As i stood there watching him, my heart felt something. My heart beats. He had never taken my feelings in account but somehow this feels different. I wonder why.
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