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gone

It was here, but now it's gone. The light inside that led you through the dark. Maybe now you have no hope because you don't need it anymore. Maybe everything is perfect, even though perfect is fake. It's impossible to be truly perfect. You can only be your perfect self.

help

Somebody could help you up when you fall, or help you with your homework. You could also be the help. (p.s. the movie is complete crap compared to the book)

quest

On a quest I can't complete. There is no hope but to doubt.

I could hear them calling... Calling my name... Calling me to the place where dreams are shattered; where death swallows you hole. Don't take one step I warn you inside of that graveyard because once you do you'll never step out.

pile

The pile of clothes sat untouched on the floor. His mother couldn't stand to be near them. His father hadn't even touched the door. His sister cried 'cause they were they smelled like him. And he, he was laying on the pavement outdoors.

base

I stand at the base of the tower. It collapsed when the world shook. Broken glass lays about, but I really don't care. Blood has seeped through the backs in the ground, and there are cuts on my feet, but I'm probably already infected like everybody else in the world anyway.

How many times can you hit the backspace within your lifetime? A thousand times? A million? More? I just hit it at least 20 times.

An insect, a parasite, in my mind they aren't that different. They both bite you, but one clings. They both can be small, but insects can be larger?

I should want to disregard your past like you, but no, I wish for you to tell me more. You promised me today, that someday you'll tell me everything. Please let that day come soon.

I disregard many things now at days. I disregard my daily email updates from this website, and I disregard things my friends say. Maybe it's for the better, but oh I don't now. When somebody tells you, "I think they're talking about you." Shouldn't you care?

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writing since 2011 · 45 entries · 37 days shown up

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on this day 15 years ago

Erin wrote about combination
“I sighed slamming my head against his locker. If I couldn't get this combination correct I just might die. I just had to get the pictures back!”

the words Erin reaches for

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