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I don't want to keep you out anymore, but I'm too afraid to let you in. If I let you in you will see how messy my life really is, so just stay out there, for a little while longer, until I'm ready. You'll still be there...won't you? Please don't leave yet, and don't be afraid, someday I'll let that deadbolt go, and you'll be welcomed in. But for now, you have to stay away.
A trailer moved my house. Everything all boxed up fit into one trailer. It was a big trailer, but it makes you feel very small to see your life for the past ten years in boxes in the back of a trailer. Very small. But what about what you can't box up. What about what doesn't fit on the trailer...where does that belong?
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