gisellevenus
When I looked at you the first time
I saw energy runnning through you
and when I looked the second time I caught a glimpse of your not so perfect face
When I looke at you in my memory flaws got bigger
but as i met you again I was caught up in wour whirlwind and all i see when i look i how beautiful you are.
I wan't you out of my fucking life
do you understand
out of my mind
out of the endless night
out just out
and clean your blood after you , will ya?
so that i can finally see
clear
They never tell you
how hard it hits
so many years after
for a broken dream
and thou you wish
it was more substantial than this
you have to hide unshed tears
once again
as it hits
sometime I wonder
a phrase, used so much
but if
sometimes you just don't wonder
sometimes you just don't give a fuck
sometimes you're just too tired to wonder
as wonder never comes at a cheap price
I just might...
go that extra mile
and ran so fast after that
dream
it passed this way over 10 years ago
i couldn't catch
it
is it my hope
a starting line your drawing?
I was standing there
wathcing the crowd of nobody
judging me
from his position
near the stool i was on
all the life possible in that stool
once it was gone..
i was hanging
executing my own death
well done the law said
Tendons tensing,
arching
her feet curling up, under my soft breath
gentle fingers and just slick wet roads
for my toungue to walk
she on her joining paradise
Standing, on sharp edges
conntinuing the old rock under my feet
hoping that i am not crumbling
while getting splashed by the wind I may remember but forward I look.