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I have free rights. I have free will. I am free to do as I please. So that doesn't give you the right at all to force me to do what you want. I am not your toy to please. I am not some girl you can just push around and then forget about. I am more than that. I am more than enough of what you think.

sinking

My heart - every time I thought of you, every time I remembered the words you said to me - it sank. I remember that day like it was yesterday, I couldn't not remember that day.

succeed

I am not a failure. I will climb up that tall, steep mountain. I will struggle and struggle until I get there. I will get hit by rocks so many time and run into a thousand obstacles, but I will keep going until I succeed. I will succeed.

repeat

No matter how many times I repeated my words, nobody could hear a word I said. It was like I was invisible. I was in my own little closed up box, where I was screaming as loud as I could to the people around me.

thread

Our relationship was held together, like a thread of yarn. We were managing, but we were slowly coming apart. Just wearing away.

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Gabrielle wrote about force
“I have free rights. I have free will. I am free to do as I please. So that doesn't give you the right at all to force me to do what you want. I am not your toy to please. I am not some girl you can j…”

the words Gabrielle reaches for

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