indusdamsel
the base of our thoughts mostly linked to our everyday surroundings. family, peers, society plays a very important part in our line of thinking.
hahahaha. Cool. Just saw sOme old episOdes of 'Sonny wd a chance', nd chuckling thrOugh-out it!
when we got stuck in a phase of life when v realize that v have bn living on other's expectations... evry-thing seem shattered, is'nt it? our aims and goals awl feel so in-distinct and blurred! aah, then we bound to find a way to live our life by our way, to be cOntented in the long run!
Since early childhood, one of the fondest mission of mine have been 'Helping people' .. First I opt to go for being a doctor for the same reason, ofcOurse, but I changed my mind in the middle of the process; not helping ppl but the doctor one. cz it wUd take mOst of life and I dont want to end up caged in yellowed-building.. Phew! so what nOw! hmm ?
every time I get scOlded by my Mum, I think abt cOmmitting sUicide.. *sigh*
My only fera abOut dying is wht if 'Marr ke bhi chein namila tOu kahan jaen-ge'; 'translatiOn: wht if I wOnt be satisfied after dying', dn I wOnt hv any optiOn dts y I jErk my head nd try to shake ds idea off my mind !
That was a time when I used to get plEased by da arrival of my relatives and I think da cAuse was lOnesome bUt as nOw dt I've qUite grOwn-up nd sOlituDe is da bEst part of my life; so any one's arirval in my hOme is like intErference in my life, itx a burden to me to sit besides em nd talk nd ask abt thEir hEalth (m bEing prEtty rude, thOugh).. At any rate, I want to be alOne nd dt pLeases me mOre dn anythng eLse in ds wOrld *shrUg*
At my gradUation frOm high shool, 'WE' da all friends made scrap nd sLAm books in ordEr to save r darkEst secrets, to share em in bLack nd white, nd da cOnditiOn of da secrets was they shOuld be so dark dt we never ws cOmfortable to pass it to da friends in wOrds..
And so we written-dOwn secrets so gloomy dt we actUally gEt scared, "what wOuld she think wn she'll read it??" some of Us said in whispErs. bt da othEr cOndition ws dt nO-one aftER discOvering even vile, insUlting or even embarrassing thngs abt frnds or even abOut thEmseLves wOuld can nOt say a wOrd in offEnce bt may b in dEfence..
The last term of da rUles made Us awl jUmp, as it ws declaRed afEr da slams bUkx were being filled, " Tht we all r free to pas da sEcrets we hv jUst lEarnt, aftEr da tym pEriod of 10 yEars! "
10 yEars!! " I dun want to meet my friEnds aftEr 10 yrs dn " I prayered in my hEart and sEnsed dt evEryone else ws dOing da same...
Then da General ordered his men to get in a line, to gEt prepared for the parade.. The discipline in army is wOrth-seeing nd wOrth-lEarning a lessOn, A lessOn of perfEct life, uttErly impeccable brOtherhood and ofcOurse nOt da lEast da extraordinary cOurage!
Hmm.. cOmmon is jUs so cOmmon and Usual wOrd dt i dun hv to say anythng special abOut it.. hmm thEre is sOmthng: da mOst cOmmon thngs b/w me nd my frnd is we bOth r sHy nd un-sOcial.. nd dts da thing I jUs lov abOut hEr :).. (tOtally absUrd ;P)
I love watching high tides standing at da shOre... It feels lyk bEing in hEaven itsElf, is'nt it?
smelling da vaSt ocEan, hEaring da bird chirping, da slOw whispers of lOvers seems isOlated frOm da world. I witness mOther natUre at itx bEst thEre..
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