IzzFizz

I don’t know right now.
I really never did.
I just can’t think straight.
My buzzing thoughts are just white noise, each one fighting for attention.
I can’t concentrate.
I never have been able to.
I just don’t know.
If It really mattered, would I actually be able to think about it?
Probably not.
It never really mattered.
I just don't know.