jasonpants
In the final seconds we are all outgoing. Our spirit goes somewhere like a sheet of cold paper into an inbox of heavenly space. there is no back in for us.
How is a person like mail - it's a personal thing - that is what you are receiving - does it take that into account. everything outgoing must be received. if something is outgoing and is NOT received does it could as outgoing? I think not. So for everything out it must also have an in. Freud said that.
When I thought it said fasting, I was confused. fasting seemed like a good word - but tasting - tasting is better. Did you know you have many many tastebuds. some of theme sweet - some of them sour - it's odd - because they all combine to create ever possible taste. here's the thing though. you have to learn to taste - how do we know what we taste is what something is - it's existential that... you have to learn to taste and not to taste - deep breaths - give in to taste - you have to eat - you have to love to eat - you have to want to eat in order to win.. taste doesn't enter into it. it's filling - its the desire to be filled - it could be a bag of dirt you are eating - it has to do with history - with parents, with motherhood, with nature - with the reptillian part of the brain when we were all snakes and had to swallow water gars to survive - and live on that for a month - because it put out very life in danger to eat that way - to eat something that could kill us back - so we subsisted on what we could catch and contented ourselves on that GORGING ourselves while we could in preparation for the long and lonely starvation that begins from that most terrifying moment. the empty plate.