julen
i'm high and low and by the side.
i'm no longer needed and clung to like a lifeline.
these words and texts and looks mean nothing to me now.
i wish you could hear me screaming and screeching.
i wish i would have known in the beginning who you really are.
i'd love to have your heart in return for the one i've already given to you: my own.
i used to think you were the one.
the one that would make me happy forever.
but it seems you were only in it for the best half.
i'd like to stay there forever.
the wind in my hair.
the salt water below my feet.
the rocks steady against my back.
i've sat here for what seems like forever.
you're not calling, texting, or coming back.
i miss you dearly.
we've grown so far apart,
it seems like we're tearing at the seams.
i'm not sure why i'm concerned about you anymore.
you want love, but you never return it.
you never return anything anymore.
your love, your touch, your heart, youself.
goodbye and goodnight.
i'm done.