juliak23
Theatre is the best legal way to get high. It's where I come alive, and it's a place to be home. Theatre in one moment:
closing night.
The final bow.
We extend our hands to the director, to each other, and we bow. We earned this. We are alive. The audience is on their feet, so we bow that last time.
That's the moment I live for. That's where I come alive. That's the one place I can always guarentee that I will be fully happy.
stem.
its the center, core.
they say all of the crap that goes on stems from my disease. stupid disease, but I guess it is like my stem. it's my core. it's what defines everything i do.
it isn't a part of me, it ~is~ me.
stupid depression. please go away.
time for me to find a new center to stem from.
assisted.
as in you helped me.
i've got a story to tell i suppose:
Last night, Sharayah, you were there when I needed you. You assisted me in my moment of weakness. I was just about ripping at the seams and bleeding out my frustration and anger. you assisted me. you reminded me that deep inside, i do want to get better. you sat there with me. you assisted. you helped me through everything...all of the junk i set up. but more than helping me, you assisted me. because i worked too. we both worked.
thank you.
and i love you.
<3 me
writing since 2011 · 10 entries · 9 days shown up
each square is a day—lit means julia showed up.
2longest streak
9days written
0.8entries / week
the words julia reaches for
assistedrainlovegiftbeautifulmomentstemalivebowhappyhaircoveredbesthelpednightsat