Kikilab
I hope with every fiber of my being that thid words are true. That salvation will come. Soon. But what does soon mean? I think it's just a polite way of saying "I don't know when so let's hope it will not be long". Soon could mean tomorrow. But it could also mean endless years. Don't tell me that what I am waiting for will come soon. It's a tease. Rather tell me the truth. No body knows. All we can do is hope and pray.
I could do without it, without it all. I can't handle school anymore. The hallway, the bell, the isolated colorless classrooms, the dull teachers. So I sleep in. Or I ditch class. I go on a lengthy walk well into the next period. Entering the classroom draws full attention on me for about half a second but depending on the teacher, my move could be fatal. I am late.