kolekona
There isn't a lot to say, Hijacked...? No, LifeJacked. That's what it feels like sometimes when we're just walking through the day in a casual air. Normality sort of drifts over us and on us and we look to be hijacked or lifejacked into something new that can take us to a new plateau of amusement and distraction.
The feeling of being something less, that feeling of missing something more, that feeling of not quite making the cut, that feeling when that one person hasn't smiled at you yet, Incomplete.
I wore the velvet and the red crimson flowed, adorned in the finery such as I've never before borne. You're the fire, the mist and the earth, adorned with a crown of stars hanging from the eyes deep in celestial blues and blacks.
There is no solution, there is a problem and I can't find the end or the means to the end. I'm looking into the void, this gap in my chest with a chasm so far and so deep that it feels like I may have been swallowed up. Solution? The solution is hidden, hidden from my eyes by the problem that lies on my chest keeping me from....
The various things I do, in complete. I try and I try I do what I can. Various things hit the fan and my life is turning out in a way I never thought it would go. I can't seem to find the path that I meant to be set upon. I'm dreaming these dreams in various directions, I can't find her, I feel like I lost her.