krrosec
Don't hold on to the past. It is gone and there's no way to bring it back, no matter how much you want to re-live those small, beautiful moments or change the wrongs you made.
Being civilized with you is hard. You irritate me beyond belief. Everything about you; the hardness in your eyes, the way you speak in that 'i'm better than you' manner. The way you think everything in your life is so much harder. I hate the judgement in your eyes. And I know that you can tell I'm just biting my lip to keep from saying something I would regret.
Burying the past is difficult. It's like trying to close a box that is too full- trying is pointless and will gain you nothing but frustration.