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It forces electricity through the air in the wind-blown night. It's eccentric. It's daring. It knows all and it tells all. It's raw, and it doesn't care if you're ready for it or expecting it. It's going to strike and it's going to strike wherever it pleases.
And that's horribly frightening.
This can lead to some complications. Sometimes we don't get what we expect. Sometimes expecting is a happy thing, as in the case of a pregnant woman. Expectations can rule your life, they can bring you down. I think living without them would make life a heck of a lot easier, but who knows? Maybe expectations actually keep us.. sane.
Breaking off the leaves and crunching through everything in sight, she was a fit of anger. Destroying the flowers he helped her plant like they were absolutely nothing.. it felt good. And as the entire garden was destroyed, only the lonely and frightened stems remained.
Not many people have this characteristic all of the time. I mean.. it's hard to be honest constantly. It's hard not to even bend the truth a little, or tell a white lie. It's not the easiest thing in the world to even.. tell someone you like their haircut when you don't. The world may be full of honesty, but it's just as full of dishonesty.
Isn't this the one thing that your elementary and middle school years revolve around? Crushes. Oh gosh, the memories. If only life could still be that easy.. playgrounds, chasing boys, orange juice and crushes. I miss it dearly.
It's something I have to deal with every single time I'm around you. Whether it's the way you walk, or how you brush up against me, or the way you take my hand and smile. It's your kisses and your endless class. I just.. I'm falling, hard. And I never even thought it possible, but I want to be with you.. in THAT way. I want to be with you. I do.
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