lemon
i am amazed by you. actually, i'm amazed at how much i love you. i wish i didn't love you. that i could forget you. but it doesn't work that way. all i do is wonder about you, mostly in awe and without a way to say goodbye or that i really hate you. which i do. i love and hate you simultaneously. it's easy as that. (which really isn't all that easy, is it).