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what was i expecting? it kind of had to happen eventually, it's not like it could go on forever. nothing can. but now i'm not sure what to expect from here. it could be going downhill or nothing could change. i guess i just have to do what i normally do and not have any expectations...consciously, at least.
and the moral of the story is...
it started out as a simple lesson at the end of a fable. but when i took humanities: values with mr. olson my definition of morals changed greatly...kind of like my morals, beliefs, and values have in the past couple of years
i'm staring blankly at this word. i guess it describes how i've felt lately, since i'm so unhappy. i feel like i've failed. but at what? i know i've done fine at many things: my grades are good, i found a job, etc. but somehow this word looks totally different to me sitting here by itself than any other time i've read it. it's a bit of an epiphany, really...interesting...
ugh. all i can think of when i see this word right now is him. and i'd rather not be thinking about him on my birthday.
like camping. or the circus. jk that's just me being a smart ass. intense. so few things are intense for me anymore, i feel like. i'm just so desensitized to life, and i don't like it, but at the same time, it makes me feel more comfortable with more things. the word intense automatically makes me think of my friend jason, because he always always always added "like camping" to it
i can't decide whether this makes me think of phones or human bodies first. i think that says a lot about me, unfortunately. there are so many people whose *cell* phones become almost like another *cell* in their bodies. they can't live without it.
sometimes i wish i was able to predict more in life. like what i'm going to major in or where a relationship is going. but for the most part, i like that i can just take things day by day. it provides less worry, fewer expectations. it's just better that way.
there are countless songs and quotes about smiling. i just want to see you smile. her smile lights up a room. you make me smile like the sun. it goes on. a smile is a beautiful thing. it's contagious, and you should smile always, because you never know who might be falling in love with it :)
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