lovelylittlemind
He flared his nostrils as they stood face to face, inches from each other. On any other day their lips would be passionately and intimately pressed against each others, trying to seep into each other's skins. But today was not like any other day. He was pissed. She had tried seeping into somebody else's skin.
I want today to be a new beginning for me. Something totally and indefinitely new. 11/11/11 11:11. I want to change myself to make myself and the people around me happy. No more living life like I need a boy to go on with my life, no more cutting when something bad happens, no more being depressive. I want to be happy and live my life the way it should have been lived. To the best of my happiness with no scars in my life. This can be a new beginning for me.
Everyone can relate to each other in some way or another. We all may have the same color hair or eyes, some people own the same outfit, the same bag or shoes. Some of us may have the same background as others, we may have gone through the same story. Everyone says everyone is different, but we all naturally are alike, but we either try so hard to be unique and away from everyone else, or we try so hard to relate. But everyone always relates in the end.
The castle was high up, and it was all made of stone. A stone that wouldn't break easy, but the spiders loved to creepily crawl on it and make spider webs. I was the princess on top of the tower, waiting, for someone to come and rescue me. But one came, because I wasn't a pretty princess. I was considered the bitchy princess. But all I was was a teenage girl with every insecurity in the world.
I was warned. Of course I was warned. But that was by myself. I warned myself not to let myself fall for him, not to let myself get too close to him, or anyone for that matter of fact.
But I didn't listen to myself.
I listened to my heart, that fell easily for him.
I warned myself. And now I'm hurt every time he mentions her name. I'm hurt because of it. And I'm hurt because of him.
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