lyddiej
I had plans. I was gonna go far. Farther then anybody ever thought I would. No body really expected much from me. But now? Now...? So much is expected. So so so much. Too much if you ask me. Ever sense I actually showed them what I was capable of. Those secret plans are gone now. It was supposed to be a surprise to them. Then I could show them they where wrong. I don't know if I can do it now..
I don't really like sports. I wish I did. I would defiantly do me some good. I think it could make me a more interesting person at school if I was good at them. Then maybe I could spike some boys interests at school <3 Shallow huh? Idc~
I hate rejection. it scares me senseless. I don't even try. I cant bring myself to. So I just sit idly and go through the premeditations. Like bouncing a basket ball but never taking a shot at the net, 'cause I actually do do that in gym class.
it was pure science. so simple and obvious the universe was constructed of it and in the end destroyed by it. all life on our, ours truly, our planet had ceased to exist and split in two.