maddjayy
It never crossed my mind that this one thing could haunt me. It is more than being done. It is an act of forgetting something entirely. To never have another thought about it. The thoughts are gone and replaced with something beautiful and new.
what sparks it, what makes you feel. Find it, you'll know. You can look at a color and feel it, you can walk through a familiar place or see a face that reminds you of the interest you once had, even still have. To be interesting is also an aspect. Are you interested in being interesting?
The overwhelming feeling over power. The ability to destroy, to hurt, to heal, to be utterly in control. Will it control you? How strong will you be when you have nothing left to take.