mandapandabear
I barely knew him, Yes, this was true, but I wanted too. So bad. But there was something that I feared. If I spoke, would I be faced with silence? Just like the first time? Just like the last time?.. The thought hurt my chest. It hurt my heart.. And I knew what this Heartache was.. I knew It was my breaking heart.
All the flips and tricks scared the hell out of me. My heart was racing as I feared for the life's of the performers I didn't even know. I swear, the circus was the best, I wish I could do what these odd men and women could, but of course, it was merely a wish.
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