mands010
I chose a side. That side was my father's. I gave up my identity to help. To take over. To enable. Drinking, threats of suicide, it scared me into a corner. Now I'm choosing a new side. My own. Time to start my life.
Taking less so somebody else can experience it as well. Living together and making adjustments. Thinking of somebody else before yourself. Experiencing the glass half full and half empty.
Comfort. A warm bed. a warm hug, a friendly message. A good deed. Feeling at peace with yourself. Feeling at peace with others. Happiness. A lover. A friend. A feeling.
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yourselffeelingpeacecomforthelpothersloverfriendwarmsomebodyhalffallasleepstayforevertrust