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I've had those. Everyone has. Sometimes I wish I gave others some more chances, sometimes someone had thrown me the same opportunities I gave them. But nope. That's life. It's all a chance, you never know the ending until it's already done.

silk

Smooth. Soft. But most of all, cold to the touch. Just like you.

Poison hurts. Not as bad as when you do it to yourself, then it's expected. It's the poison that others do to you or give to you that hurts. Bad. Especially when it was someone you trusted, or even cared about. I still haven't decided if I still care abut you yet...

I've missed a lot of things recently. People I've lost. Friends that have grown apart. Sometimes I miss myself. Who I used to be..but sometimes I love the person who I've become.

deer

Deer? Really..hmm. Well I feel that this isn't just an animal, I feel like it could apply to a person as well. We've all been in experiences with the whole "deer in the headlights" thing. We all have had surprising things happen, granted they aren't all good surprises. And if you haven't had a deer in the headlights reaction, you surely haven't lived life much. It's these little things that make life seem real.

What does this even mean? It could mean a couple things..for example, being completely happy at what you do. Even if it means you are dirt poor. Or it could mean being filthy rich, but hating what you do. I prefer the first, so I succeed?

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“Smooth. Soft. But most of all, cold to the touch. Just like you.”

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