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Honesty is what I give people I care for. Lies are what I give people whose relationship with me I care nothing for. If I find people are unable to take my honesty and are unable to be reasoned with, I will right them off as not being worth my time, subconsciously.
I've had crushes as a child that have seemed to really...take over me. It's just physical, I don't understand how it would be anything. And I am in love this day, it seems like absolutely nothing, a crush.
I think about my girlfriend shamelessly at times when I really shouldn’t be. I’m alone, but I imagine I’m with her. I think about foreplay…and I think about kissing her passionately. I almost reach out and grab the person next to me as if she’s there with me, but I can keep myself within reality to at least a small degree.
--PS. This is my entry, but I decided after posting it without a real account that I wanted to make an account. So that's why there's a duplicate...