melissafernald
I have always been afraid of failure. Of letting people down. Of letting myself down. I have been raised to always try my hardest and get good grades and look towards the future, but its hard. Sometimes i just want to have fun and go out and do something but I always have the eyes of my parents looking over me with a stern eye, and I dont want to let them down. But I want to escape. I want to go somewhere and just forget about how burnt out i am with life and to just not have to worry about everything for once, but I don't think I'll ever get that chance. My thoughts and feelings are like a shadow on my soul. They will never leave me alone for even one second.
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