mlasher911
It was a strange feeling when my parents died 10 months apart from each other. They were old, and I am now a parent myself. It was odd to think I no longer had parents...and I wondered how long before they died it was when I felt that way. Probably decades.
The camera lens only captures what you think I'm feeling. They capture the moment, but not the lifetime of throwing, hitting and catching that the one picture brings. A lifetime of working and the end result captured in one moment.
The lights glowed in the distance but the road ahead of me just seemed to be endless. The more I kept driving I was thinking the lights should be closer but they appeared farther away. Am I going in the right direction I wondered? Is this the right way to go? I kept driving as the lights continued to glow.
She was killed in the driveway. One minute the child was playing with the ball and the next minute she was lifeless, her father bent over the broken body, howling as he tried to put her back together, the engine of the truck still running.
District? What kind of word is that except to separate things, ideas, people? Don't we have enough of that already? We put people in places, you belong there so that we can belong here. I suppose its always been that way.
I can't believe this one word popped up. When I see butterflies I truly believe it's Ma and Dad coming down to visit me. I never believed in anything like that while they were alive but the moment I saw them shortly after they died, I knew it was them.
It's the essence of hope which saves us. The wisp of just maybe, just maybe I can do this. And with that breath of hope, we can take one more step.
I don't get religious people; I don't. In fact, every religious person I know seems to be the most unloving, prejudiced, racist people. That's why I disowned my family and my religion. Today I have my own tribe, and don't believe in religion.
Thank goodness for tutorials on youtoube. I can learn about so many things and it's an excuse that I cant use anymore. I can't say I can't do something because there are turorials available on everything. I think it would be fun to pick one thing a day and watch a tuturioal on it.
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