mmkchelsea
I always wondered what you would look like.
Who you would be.
You were always "somebody".
But now you're my world.
My home.
My security.
You could never be just somebody again.
He told her not to make a scene,
that everything would be okay.
But what he didn't know
is that her world was falling apart.
Without him in her life,
she felt nothing.
I was wildly against it,
but my vote didn't count.
They went through with it anyway,
and I stupidly went along.
My heart was racing
and my sight was blurred.
I saw their lips moving.
Instructing me what to do.
But all I could hear was the pounding in my ears.
The air was cool and the leaves were crisp.
I went out of my way to step on every leaf on the path.
Just to hear each crunch under my shoe.
I breath in the air and couldn't help but smile.
The smell of autumn has always been intoxicating to me.
We sat by the lake and listened to the waves crash around us.
You looked at me and your sparkling eyes made me shiver.
There was the sweetest tone in your voice when you said my name.
When you grabbed my hand, the butterflies came alive
And I couldn't help but surrender to the feeling of love.
The sky is gray and the wind is still.
Nothing is growing and the colors of the world are dull.
I miss the beautiful scents that fill the air.
Where is the sun that once warmed my skin?
This time of year, the Earth is bland.
He pushed me to the bed and savagely tore away my clothing.
He showered my neck with kisses, while his hands eagerly explored.
I couldn't help but do some exploration for myself.
Shivers ran through my body as we melted into one.
He told me he would meet me in the field at dusk.
I waited in anticipation.
It has only been a minute past, but I'm starting to doubt him.
Will he come?
I didn't know what to make of the situation.
He left me sitting there without a hint of what was going on.
I was puzzled by the fact that he left me.
Gone.
Where did he go? Why would be leave me?
I had so many questions, but no answers.
I lied in a slump on the floor in a hysterical mess trying to get my life together.
This isn't helping me. It's pulling me farther into this hole I've dug myself.
How did I let everything get so out of hand?
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