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the internal warfare is finally over. I have revealed my deepest darkest secret and I feel empty. It's like I don't know what to do with myself because there is no personal level anymore.
scout is the most annoying aggravating little prick i have ever met. she just doesn't know when to quit! everyday she sits next to at lunch and every day i move and every day she follows me. cant a girl take a hint. i may be a lesbian but that doesn't mean ill fuck any girl that sits next to me!
i had believed in my convictions whole heartedly and suddenly this small realization changed all of them. I was no longer the strong willed Christian, conservative that my parents raised me to be but I had become a gay liberal feminist, or in other words, their worst nightmare.
ironing is one of the hardest things when it comes to appearance. not because i don't know how to use an iron but because i never know whether or not i should use it. once i had this shirt that had like a billion wrinkles in it so i ironed them all out but it turned out it was my girlfriends shirt and it was supposed to look that way for "style". Whats a girl to do?