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the night is settling into my living room. a lingering fragrance of drugs and incense mingles in the air. you just left and i wonder what your plans are. not for tonight, but for tomorrow and the day after. and us. i am not sure i'll be ready for our last goodbye.
redo. i want a redo. and here the alarm had gone off and i found myself alone in a place i could not be sure was real. nothing felt real anymore.
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