MrLastname
Well I have quite some options. Too bad that none of them really appeals to me. So many ways are laid out before me but I just sit here.
What is a border ? An imaginary line between two pieces of land who are there to hold people up most of the time. Sometimes they are easy to pass and sometimes there are walls that try hinder you . But why aren't we allowed to go wherever we want ?
The best time life gave me lemons was when this roadie of one of my favorite bands bought me and my friends some tequila shots. We never really met the band members but the evening was pretty good anyway.
Being unfaithful to your partner is one of the worst thinks I can imagine. Of course its no holocaust but we all know the feeling of a broken heart .I have never experienced any feeling worse than this.
Seeing one of the numerous, beautiful faces of my female coworkers. The feeling when I get a tip. When im close to end of the shift. When I'm going outside after a long day of work and it's a warm night so I can walk home with my favourite tunes in my ears. When I think about it, it takes not much to get me in a brisk mood. Lucky me.
In the last Time I think a lot about Suicide but im not suicidal, not at all. But everytime I see an old patient suffering from dementia, my fear of becoming like them one day grows. And if my Mind starts do disintegrate itself I think would rather die before I becoming an absent shell of my former being.