naomiroot
it stemmed from a nothing friendship to an important friendship to my being in love with you to my questioning it to me telling you and then lying and saying i LOVED you and wasn't in love with you. and then it stemmed from that to an intimate relationship. and then the step broke. and now i miss us. and im only now admitting that to myself... even though that relationship was unhealthy our friendship was not.
i had a crush on you. i had a crush on you for a few years and then i think maybe you started to catch on. then you had a crush on me and we did something about it. now i'm crushed because it's over. oh boy. i wonder if you could ever relieve the pressure you've weighed on me. it crushed me and now i'm crushed. i don't want to be crushed!!!!!! come on...
i at first felt like i failed. the nose job was something i had wanted for so long but the discomfort was too much to deal with in the first few days following the surgery. i felt i had failed myself and my opinions and morals. but no. i have not failed. i am winning and will continue to do so
like a hug. but a different tense of the word "embrace." "hey let's embrace!" ...that's an awkward sentence. let's just say hug. yay let's hug. cool huh bro. ha? this word is funny. embraced... we embraced?
Bread rises right? Ugh matzoh... that bread that hasn't risen. I mean that story is pretty bogus to me. Obviously they didn't want it to rise so that it would stay fresh longer. It's not that it didn't have the TIME to rise. Golly gee haha
i already wrote about the word corner! corner is such a silly word anyway. i mean it reminds me of cheese. does that make any sense? probably not at all. imagine a monster eating a corner. not possible. it's made up of two walls with air in between. unless of course the CORNER of a table is stuck in between that little triangle section of cornerrrr. corner.