Negorro
Ok, figuratively speaking, in life it's always a bliss to be able to tell what you see on the dashboard from what's really happening.
At times one finds himself in a trench with no bayonet and half naked under crossfire feeling unexpectedly at ease and full of hope to trench upon a new life. Scary? Unrealistic? Out of place? No.
As I've already said, try your best to never get judgemental so as to feel entitled to punish.