paradoxicalpirate
One needs to move in life. Air becomes stale, colors fade, sounds get muted. "The most beautiful emotion we can have is the mysterious" - Albert Einstein.
Everything seemed to be an obstacle. He was so close to the end but it seemed like he would never reach the final destination. Everything was a hurdle that needed to be overcome. Is the reward worth the energy spent?
Pushing even harder he came to the realization that his failure was inevitable. Would he just quit and enjoy the rest of his time before the crush? Or try even harder just so he could burn out trying.
Relentless pounding moving through you. Whether it is good or bad you do not know. You let this consume your being until it IS your being. The oscillating sensations brewing new emotions you never thought were possible, you finally realize: this is good.
Repetition is an inherent part of our lives. It is my understanding that we learn best under some form of repetition. This means that most of our best and most important recollections way come from various instances in time, which might meld into one general texture of personality and knowledge.