PastryChild
I've had it said to me before. Oh dear, you make it seem so simple! Ha. As if anything I do is simple. It's all a convoluted process.
I spent five dollars on a 60-page book. I spent three on a pack of gum. I spent twelve dollars on a heavy-metal CD set for a boy I spent seven months of stress on. I spent six months of time on another boy who'd spend more on me.
Two of the four were worth it.
Sometimes when I am at my quietest, when I am simply sitting composed and observant, I am in reality at my angriest, most charged state. My father told me that I do not yell as others do. Instead I speak tersely and softly and deliberately. I speak in a way that creates a dam to hold back my flooding roar.