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I get so thirsty sometimes that all I can think about is drinking something. And I chug it down, the tea, coke, water, whatever, and I drink it so fast that I can't even taste what it is. I am just so relieved to have something cool and wet in my mouth that really that is all that matters. The only time I take my time is when its booze :-)
I am determined to make this work. I am determined to get this masters degree, enter my field, and be good at it. I am determined to tell everyone at this job to fuck off by succeeding. I am determined to continue to live the life I love. I am determined to become all the things i dreamed about and have all the things i love, which isn't a ton. I am going to do it. And nothing will stop me.
It is a success that I have even gotten out of bed this morning. But I'm really happy that last night I signed up for the gym. I'm so happy to rethink my health and hopefully become successful in all the things I want for my own body. I won't let other people make my destiny. That, to me, is success. Aint that the truth, Ruth.
Plans. I always have plans for my life. Although they are never really grandiose, they are always interesting and involve some sort of major change on my part. I make a lot of plans, unfortunately, and because I cant do it all, I don' t always accomplish them. I'm not mad, I just wish there was more time.