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I am determined to live my life. To make my choices. To follow my gut. I am also determined to live this thing out. To not give up. I am determined to find where to draw the line, and determined to draw it. But I am determined to avoid having to draw the line as well. I am determined to live my life. I am determined.
Schedules make a neat little jail cell, but I never really committed a crime. Columns and lines, creating a box for our neat little lives. Never able to give up control, we build the walls higher and higher, as if 9 to 5 wasn't high enough. Our mortar is our own fear of spontaneity, never ready to let go.
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