prettyfeelings
i might as well be a piece of trash in a junkyard, if you never saw me, never understood the complexity of my feelings towards you. It's frustrating, you know? I feel so inadequate next to you. I hate you, but I love you. If only you knew how you make me smile, how you run through my mind in the most mundane of times. How I dream about you. Don't worry, these dreams will fade away soon. It's hard to love someone, when they don't even look at you. It's hard to love someone who sees you as nothing more than a piece of trash, laying carelessly in the stagnant air of a desolate junkyard.