rachelalfaro
I wish I were terminal. It would make life so much easier. I want to end it. I want it to stop. But I'm not selfish enough to do that to my family and friends. I think about Ari and how much she says she relies on me. I couldn't do it to Chris, who adores me and think I'm so much greater than I am. I love them more than I love life right now. Who do I make these feelings go away?
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