rachell
Emptying isn't a nice word. Hollow, cold, it doesn't roll off the tongue the way pretty words do. Words like 'silver', like 'dilapidated'. Maybe because the word 'emptying' comes with bad feelings, bad memories. Who knows.
Time to put a cap on things here. Finish up, go, run away even. That's what I get for sticking around so long. Staying in one place that long means getting attached to people. Getting attached means getting hurt.
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