RaynaKay
What? Where? So empty, so deprived, so dry, so nonexistent. I should, but how? I need to, but why? I should quit playing, stop spending, but I want to so much... Suck it up, put it down, don't pick it back up until later, much later. But later when? WHEN?
How could you do this to me?
"Can you please explain yourself?"
"Why would you even think of hurting us like this?"
"It's not true, none of it's true, I promise!"
"I don't believe a word that comes out of your mouth."
"You can't be serious! Tell me you're not serious!"
Can you believe he did this to me? I stared at his phone, my fingers itching with the urge to pick it up, check his messages, see what he's really been up to. So I did, and I failed miserably because he walked in, and he said, "I knew it!"
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