renatadharma
the working was already in her head
as she penned down the answer
almost immediately,
flinging the pen down with finality.
like a flower that bloomed
after a series of
painstaking events,
after powerful hurricanes
and countless of being
picked at
finally,
my petals have shown.
i now have the willpower
to step forth and reveal
my true colours.
could have, should have
snatched the key as
i hugged you
(oh, how it felt warm
back then)-
i'd be having a taste of freedom now
in the absence of your presence.
i shouldn't have
fall into your trap
into the deep abyss of
your affection.
couldn't have, shouldn't have,
entered your game of love
because now I'm stuck
as your prisoner, and i think
i won't be tasting the skies
anymore.
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