ringor
she is hungry, but there are hungrier people. she wants to help him but doesn't know where to get food, or at the very least food he'd like. she wants to cook, but she doesn't remember how. its been too long since she's cooked. it's been too long since she's been anything. done anything. she is lost. she needs to learn again-she has to try.
It was a horrible mass of them, sinners that he had been chosen to lead. All miserable and hopeless, just seeing it was enough to make him down more of his bottle and ask to be back chained up upstairs; his personal torment was easier to deal with than seeing all of those suckers murder themselves slowly. At least his self harm was intentional. Poor fucking saps.