risaa
everything seems so endless lately
the world moves on
though i may not
through an endless wave of time
though life is not endless
time may be
but should things never truly end
what a sad existence is
recipes
theres pretty much one for everything
recipe for the perfect chocolate chip cookies
recipe for a milkshake
but is there recipe for life
something we follow step by step
telling us what the outcome will be
or is it all left up to us
to make our own steps
our own recipe
sports are a daily activity
sports enhance endurance and improve the body
sports introduce you to others
and can put one against another for a time
competitiveness is brought out
ready
set
go
summer is what i miss the most these days
spending time with you under the summer sun
the feeling of warmth radiating on your skin
nothing to worry about
nothing to do
nothing but you
waking up every morning is a blessing
to be allowed to do so really wakes me up
to the world around me
to all the people i have in my life
to everything
when i wake, my eyes are open to things they may have not been before
to wake is to live
with no regrets
spots everywhere
spots of all sorts of things
on my life
blotches of people, problems, things, emotions
every blotch
unique to itself
as time goes by more and more appear
none fade
worn out. im tired
ragged is my state of mind right now
im sick and tired of all of this
stress and what not
ragged like a used doll
i just need to sit and block out the world
its so hard to do so
but i have to
for my own sake and those around me
support is one of the hardest things to get, but giving it is even harder. it is emotional but very important. everyone wants to be supported yet it can come in forms that we are not quite aware of. support is one the foundations of all relationships and can make you who you are.
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