room133
Sometimes words hit me. They pound my head over and over again in rapid fire. It's like when you see a movie and they show a montage of the happy couple. This time though it's words like safe, free, happy and then they speed up to tense, depressed, obsessed. Now the words stop and it is only lonely. Sometimes I wish these words you make me feel didn't come at all. Like I could press pause and the movie montage of words would pause and then I could press rewind and go back to the happier words.