sabiha
I leave tomorrow. So my backpacks all packed and im ready to go. i really am ready to let go. i cant stand it here anymore. i need to get away. i need to heal. what hurts the most is knowing that i didnt always hurt. i was happy once. i will never be her again.
When that moment happens, its almost instantaneous.
That connection that links you to another person in a more intimate way, that connection that is the beginning of a possible friendship, a possible lover.
And when you are finally connected, you'll always be in some form or another linked to that person, as a part of your life that person will always be connected to you.
At one point in time someone very dear to me lost my trust. It was unbelievable how much it had an impact on me, on my life. It wasn't a simple "oh, he lied to me." It was more of an "All of this was a lie," and afterwards I'd been left with a confused heart. I couldn't trust ANYONE. I became paranoid, thinking everyone was lying to me, everyone was conspiring against me, it makes me laugh just thinking about it now. Don't play with trust. It messes you up in the head.
Executive. A term of proffesionialism. A term representing order and a business minded world. In a world where chaos rules the minds of worrisome beings, what with Japan's radiation levels being odd the charts and america bombing Gadafi. It’s good to know we still have order, we still have executive, business minded organization.