sarahluvie
I have been dismissed my whole life. Mostly by family, Occasionally by friends, But almost always by the men I decide to give my heart to. They never seem to understand, to be mature enough to know that when i say "I love you", it doesn't mean "please stay with me, I'm needy." I'm not begging for them to care about me unconditionally. It means "don't fuck this up." They never listen.
i have lived in the same town all of my life. filled with the same useless people and the same boring seasons. i dont like this town. i want to live somewhere where no one knows me. where i can laugh and lose myself. i want to be someone who doesnt live here. i want to lose myself in another place. someone elses town
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