saturninex
Drowning in affairs,
plagued by issues
all of which seem do drift
carelessly through my mind.
how do I care about these things,
when I am so hopelessly in love.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH oh 9/11, you silly bugger.
you were my saviour,
my salvation
among others.
you were the only thick masts
that tied the stability
safe comfort
to my ship
God that was terrible.
Oh my darling,
why do you focus on torn jeans,
painted nails
and magazines.
prom nights
girl fights
but it's just right
because I got youuuuuu
I tend to mark this moment
each time
refusing to accept it.
that you're gone,
your body once here,
your touch now out of reach
from my own.
I can not feel you with the palms of my hands
but within my own thoughts.
Her lungs became filled
with the carbon-heavy smoke,
creating a deep hole
within her chest
and leaving her raw throat dry.
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